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Unfortunately The Trick Does Not Work When Writing a Post

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As I was contemplating the last letter, I noticed a fairly big problem. The trick. It didn’t work. Once I sensed my intention to publish this letter, my writing changed—“when I had some kind of external audiences in mind,” indeed. But who did I really intend to write for?

I mean, if I couldn’t get rid of the feeling that someone’s gonna read this, I probably should try to understand the essence of that “someone,” right?

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Writing a Letter, Writing a Memo, Writing a Post

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To the me of tomorrow,

I just wrote a short daily memo to you before going to bed. I had to, or your brain may have dropped something important or precious by dawn. Post-COVID brain fog is really infuriating, huh? Nonetheless, writing that memo was actually fun—I didn’t have to think much, just letting whatever came to mind manifest through my fingers.

In a similar vein, I was shocked that people actually read my Steam review of Citizen Sleeper. The me of the past didn’t record how she composed this, but I saw minimal editing and fairly unpolished structure—signs that she didn’t think anyone would read it, and she was just posting it as a thank-you gesture to the developers.

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On Wanting to Treading off the Beaten Path Into the Misty Forest

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I had always believed the “work for 40 years then retire and enjoy life” script1. I started my corporate life in 2014. I didn’t really enjoy it. I wasn’t interested in climbing the corporate ladder, either. Of course there were still promotions and things—but I couldn’t find a role model I wanted to become. “Work’s just like that,” people said. I procrastinated, putting myself into autopilot, attempting to push through these 40 years of employment. Until I can’t anymore.

I had been coasting in autopilot for 6 years when The 2020s2 hit. And

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Hitting Publish with Trembling Hands

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I’ve been wanting to do this for a pretty long time. Wanting to set up a place. A place to write things, where I own what I write. A place not at the whim of some random megacorp walled gardens. A place that represents who I am and what I do. A place I can point people (or other internet-capable entities) to in social situations. A place to keep all those fleeting ideas. A place that holds the potential to attract interesting people with similar value. A place that may one day be of help to someone else.

Then there was this constant voice in my head. Who am I to write? Aren’t I a

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